i still dont mind!

I think I'm in love with you,
I cant stand to see you upset at all,
I get that mad when you make out with some one else,
its been four years since I've had feelings for anyone,
but you,
you really are my world,
I think I would die if I lost you.

Its like whenever I think about seeing you,
my heart feels like it is so warm,
and then when I see you with someone else,
I want to scream, kick and cry.
bub you know you mean the world to me,
I'd do anything for you,
I just don't think I'm going the right way,
to get my point through,
to tell you how much I love you,
and that no one else would do.

We have our moments,
and theirs so much we share,
our hugs are something special,
the feeling they give me,
is something no one else gives me.

I still don't mind not being with you,
if your happy then so am I,
your happiness is something that I only wish I could bring you more often,

I woke this morning to tears in my eyes,
a wet spot on my cheek,
and your gold ring by my side,
we had fallen asleep on the swag while have one of our moments,
where you had gone I don't know,
but I was told you left a kiss on my cheek,
whispered you loved me,
I only wish I could have said,
babe I love you to,
your ring is apon my necklace,
until I see you again,
it sits slightly to the left,
just where my heart shall lay.

Every time I fix it,
it back,
so now it stays.

I don't know how to tell you,
everything I have to say,
I've told that your my world,
you had nothing to say,
you just hugged me tight and kissed my cheek,
and said mate I'm here to stay.
I don't think you understand,
they I love you,
we were just best mates,
and now I want so much more,
I want your kiss,
your tender hugs,
they way you said I love you,
just takes the breath from me,
because its only on our special times,
that I really get anything from you,
but I still don't mind.

I would...
swim across the ocean,
walk across the desert,
tread my way though a mind field,
to see your face again.

I would...
walk a thousand miles,
and take a thousand lives,
just to see you smile.

I would...
give up everything,
let go of friends and family,
just to hear I love you.

I would...
do anything in my power,
no matter who I hurt,
who I loose,
or what happens to me,
to save your life.

Because without you I am nothing,
and without you I would die,
without you I can not live,
without you I can not walk,
I cannot breath talk or laugh without you,
But I cannot love without you.

all of this I have to say,
but non of which I can,
my confidence around you,
is just not there,
you give me butterflies,
and my heart stops.

I wish I could tell you everything to your face,
without the influence of alcohol,
everything I tell you is though text message,
or I am intoxicated,
but everything I say is real,
and I still don't mind,
I'm prepared to wait,
because baby your all I have,
my all and my keepsake.

by clinxi
posted on 11/14/2009