Realisation

Something I realised today,
I never needed you anyway.
Didn't need you in my life,
All you brought to me was strife.
I accepted it because I thought I was in love,
I thought we fit like a hand in a glove.
It took me over a year after you left,
To see that your leaving was a gift.
To realise that when I lost you I was blest,
I know now I have time to rest.
Blessed with freedom from your problems,
Fortunate no longer to have to solve them.
I wanted you back until this moment,
When I noticed my love had come and went.
I clung to you like a newborn child,
On you my insecurities I piled.
I didn't need you as my crutch,
I never needed your loathing touch.
A part of my life you were I'll admit,
But you and I never should have fit.
I am fine without you why do I continue looking back?
I'm not lost without you, there is nothing I lack.
I thought I was helping you when all you did pulled me down,
You were a point of contention, you made me frown.
I'm not sure where I will go now that I see,
That you and I should not ever be.
Suprising to me I am not filled with joy at this juncture,
This realisation seems to me to puncture.
My heart and everything I thought I knew,
All my days were spent dreaming of you.
Wasted, used up and gone forever,
Thanks for wasting my life you little heffer.

by Superzx5
posted on 05/04/2008