I laugh at how

I am confident of being self-conscious
But self-conscious of being confident.

I love to sing (as long as ,other can bear it.)
I love to dance (as long as I’m in my room)
I love to draw (as long as no one will see it)
I love to write (as long as no one will read it)
I love to act (as long as no one’s watching)
I love to cry (as long as no one’s near)
I love to talk (as long as some one’s listening)
I love to scream (as long as no one can hear)

I adore life
Because there’s so much to see and do.
I hate life
Because it’s bound to end.


I laugh at how
Nobody is a pronoun
Anonymous can replace a name
Indescribable is an adjective
Undone is an adverb



Some think that I’m strong
Confident
…Myself.
I care too much what others think
I wish I could be how I want to be
When I want to be.

I like awake at night
Wasting time
Thinking about how much of our life is wasted
Just by wasting time.

The thing I want most of right now are answers
The thing I have most of right now are doubts.


I don't know who I am,
do you?

by sanjeevkumar
posted on 10/18/2009