When Im Gone

so when im gone
will you then love me
and when im gone
will you then care
will you wanna be here for me
when im no longer there
when im gone
will you wish things would have been different
will you cry because you miss me
or because of guilt
will you feel bad for the way you treated me
through the self-esteem you knocked down right after it was built
will you finally see
how much you meant to me
will you finally learn
how much you hurt me
with all of your 'concern'
and when im gone
will you carry on with your life
like nothing ever happened
and nothing ever was
so when im gone
just know how much you hurt me
know what you put me through
know that there was no one
who could treat me like shit just like you
there was no one on this Earth
who could put me down
and make me feel the pain
with all the lies and insults with which i was drown.


*~*~MicKenzie~*~*

by Jordyn
posted on 05/21/2007