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pain,pain,pain it won't go away, i've tried to be happy it's been so long since i cried i'm trying to keep everything bottled up inside staying strong is harder then actually being strong. How strong do you really think i am? i'm so hurt inside i really don't know if i will really recover.
Pain,pain,pain please go away i can't take it anymore all the suffering all the scars, the pills don't work it just makes it worse, will i ever be happy again with out faking it i ask myself that everyday of my life, my life has fallen apart no one really gets me or know what i have been through they think they know but they have no idea, nothing really matters anymore.
pain,pain,pain it's starting t kill me inside i'm sick of this life i am living i just want to scream so loud but will anyone hear me? i made a lot of mistakes that i can't ever fix, i lock myself in my room everyday and scream into my pillow with tears in my eyes, everyone else is so lucky they don't know what it's like to be me and have my life, no one knows what lies beneath me they don't what i am like or what i feel no one knows what i've been though
pain,pain,pain i'm going insane hearing voices in my head always surrounded by my own blood it's time to say goodbye to the few i still love for good, sitting in my room my bed all neat and my floor spotless i close my eyes tears start coming down like razor blades hearing screaming in my head i take the gun thats in my head put to my head i hear knocking at my door it's my mom yelling at me to let her in. BOOM!
pain,pain,pain

by dyinginside52
posted on 08/13/2008