Trying to hold onto what I can't see,
I know that one day I'll look back and know why this happened,
There's a reason for everything,
And for me it is clear,
I was never meant to belong here,
So if this "disease" takes me with it,
So be it,
But I will not die now,
I need to breathe, just breathe,
For once I need to be free,
My love for you is confusing, this I know,
So if I need say one more thing before I go,
I love you my dear inner child but my time has come to leave,
I want to be thin, but don't want to die,
My dear child if tears could make one pretty,
You'd be the prettiest girl alive.
by
NoMoreSorrowposted on 08/04/2009
You'd be the prettiest girl alive.
I do like that last line. I find beauty in pain. Sometimes you have too..