The Dark Deed

As the dark deed is done...
i cry in the dark, a lone,
and helpless. He just smiled
with his evil grin. Knowing
the damage he had just done
to me. He put his hands on
me too many times...and now
this...he knew and had known
along what he was doing to me.
That dark night he had took
me...to a very dark place...
that i never wanted to go...
ever. He had raped me and
as it was running through my
mind...he knew...that no one
would believe me even if i
had told...he was my boy
friend why would they believe
me...? But i finally told
after it was done and
forgotten to him. I cry my
self to sleep still even
after i am a lone now....
i left him...to his dark
horrible place that he should
never be released...to never
do that to any girl ever
again....
I still think to my self...
why did he do that dark
deed to me...when he always
told me that he loved me...
that he would care for me...
that he would even be there
for me....
I still think...why me...?
I still ask god....why me?
But no answer was spoken to
me...even though it still
leaves me in wonder...

by Tonya
posted on 06/04/2009