Self-Tragedy

Every day,
It's always just the same,
What can I say?
For it's me that I should blame,
Everything,
Has some new eye-catching looks,
I could not take,
The knowledge of the books,

My mind was always somewhere else and not where it should be,
And never what I needed - always what I want for me,
The memories of that very past
That hopefully will never last
I've held together as I fall apart.

Take my blame and shove it in my face,
My decisions had no homely place,
Drawn out times and I just ran in place,
And my life was such an awful waste,
Take my time and see
Exactly what I should have meant to be,
Masks are flying low,
Shadowing life's events that I should know.

I'm the headache that we all love and one that's pounding hard,
We all have to put up with me, shouldn't deal this playing card,
My solemn play will never get
Now everyone to me forget
So never think of me as anyone,
Oh never think of me anymore,


Take my blame and shove it in my face,
My decisions had no homely place,
Drawn out times and I just ran in place,
And my life was such an awful waste,
Take my time and see
Exactly what I should have meant to be,
Masks are flying low,
Shadowing life's events that I should know

Oh take my blood and throw it all away,
I've held together, Now I fall apart,
Take my blood and throw it all away,
I'm living on and with a crumbling heart.

by Cloudular
posted on 10/21/2007