Self Destructive Tendancies

I often find myself considering
What it would be like to Rot
and discover that I'm dissapointed
That I'm not

After all an ember
will burn out alone
but surrounded by its own ashes
It will Thrive

Not wishing to abandon
Only to be missed
I don't want to leave
I wish to be gone

Suffering is half misery
Half Nastalgia
Part of us hates pain
Part of us Covetts it

My mind is the Rot
My life is the victim

by darksideofme
posted on 10/26/2009