RESCUE ME

listen to that advice given aboive...i dont think i could have said it any better myself.i too am glad you are feeling this way though...things shall someday get better.

in my perspective, you're in a nightmare, not a dream. Life is like a rose, it grows, blooms, and dies. You're thinking that you're at the third stage: death. Oh, but you're not. You're growing and you will be for a long time. Growing does not mean getting taller or getting bigger. It means experience. You're growing in experience. I'm glad you have this pain inside of you becasue you're feeling what most people don't feel until it's too late. You are in this world and experiencing it's terrible parts and pieces. I want you to go into the blooming stage. I want you to use what you've learned and think about how you can bloom. What you can do with the terrible experienc you have. Luckly for us, we have poetry. You could help other people that are in your position. Other teenagers that are on the edge of the third stage. I want you to bloom and find your "calling" and stay there until you're old and withering away from natural causes. Follow the rose and start at the beginning, not the end.

keep going you need the bad times to enjoy the good ones. what you think you become.

HOPE THINGS GET BETTER SOON and they WILL just dont wait for things to happen MAKE things happen and dnt be afraid of screwing up cuz shit happens but in the end everything good and bad uv gone thru make u who u r today