obvious

i've always hated
the stupid little critics
bitching constantly
about every little thing i do
i think
ive dealt with enough
criticism
my whole damn life
give me a break
just one little break
that is all i ask
i am
so sick
of being bind
to my fucking manners
to try
and please you
live up
to your pathetic expectations
well ive come
to the sad
sick
realization
that i am
so far from perfect
so far
from your little glassy eyed
plastic smile
pink ribboned girl
and i
can never
will never
be
what you want me
to be
i beg your pardon
that i am not
your definition
of original
of honest
of pure
of innocent
of whatever the hell else
i try
i tried
but obviously
that wasnt enough

by oceanreverie
posted on 10/15/2008