My Wish

I wish I had the strength to end it all
To spred my arms like wings and embrace the fall
And erase all the guilt that I feel
When I try to enjoy my final moments kissing cold steel
I wish so much that I could just disappear
So no one will know they should have shed a tear
I don't want to leave behind a burden when I go
I want to bring it with me so that no one will know
Everything I endure seems so meaningless now
That I just want it to end and I don't care how
I want to put distance between them and me
Like the six feet of soil I need to be free

by Lonesum
posted on 08/28/2007