Life is Never Fair

When you can't stand each day
watching everyone walk out of your life
can't find another way
to stop using that knife

Just wanna disappear
coming home to be checked
gotten so old, so sick of each tear
feeling life is ending by being peaked

Judging each morning
no joy is discovered
it's all coming with no warning
just hiding what's covered

Can't seem to keep up
stress is to much to hold
it's all curupt
knowing i'm the one who unfold

Wondering if you still love me
know if i'm worth here
not knowing who has the key
no feeling with no fear

Losing interest in all divine
being told on by everyone
but, gotta keep acting like all is fine
the happiness is truly gone

My pain is endless
it feels like no one cares
wanting nothing less
i'm someone no one bares

Feeling so alone
vulnerable to all
symptoms are unknown
trapped by this wall

Wondering when the end comes
just want nothing more
can't wait for the bombs
not wanting to be called a whore

Just keep getting hurt
tired of being strong
throw me in the hole, fill me under dirt
this torture is to long.

by DarkDreams
posted on 03/30/2008