i couldn't deside

death ran till midnight last night. stalking me at my window. looking for a sign of life. waiting, calling, singing with a chilling silence. hoping for just a crack in the window.
the misery made me want to get up and let the stranger in. "let me hide in your black, lie in your darkness, with nothing left to lose. i never really wanted to exist just disappear".
the memory never felt so dead and i never felt so lost. i can stand for a second the way i feel. i shut my eyes for a better pastime, but somehow i ended up here. where i fall endless, faithless. hoping painless will let me past through. just this once

by darthXdiablo
posted on 02/27/2008