hurting

Sitting alone in a cold dark room
Sitting alone just sitting alone

Tears fall down in a already deep ocean
Blood trickels down my arms mixing with the tears

I try not to let it get to me
I try to acted as though i'm all fine
I try to pretend that nothing can hurt me
I try to forget

You said you where over him
You said you didn't care
You said you didn't love him anymore

I gave him to you after all
I was the frist to let him go
I wanted him longer then you did any how
You stole him away from me
You took him away
I had finely found the guy that i wanted and you took him away


I cut a little deep for thinking those bad thought
I cry a little harder for letting you get into my head

This cold dark room use to be so full of light
This cold dark room use to be so warm
This cold dark room use to be my happy place with him

But you took that away
You take everything away
You can't ever stand to see me happy

I cut even deep hateing myself even more
I re-open old scars
I re-open old wounds

Did I ever tell you he stoppe me from cutting
Did I ever tell you that he holds all my secrect and my dreams?
Did i ever tell you that he was the one for me

Did you ever stop to think that maybe you should have let me keep him
Did you ever stop and think about me
Did you huh?
Did you?

My heart is hurting now
My soul is hurting now
My head is hurting

I hate myself for hateing you
But yet i hate myself for loveing you to

I don't know what to do anymore
I just want him back
I just don't want to care anymore...i can't do this anymore
i can't love and hate you
i can't love and hate me
so good-bye
forget you
you win
like you always do
have him back if you wish..good-bye and good-day

by Emobabi2009
posted on 01/24/2008