Hard To Believe This Was Actually Supposed To Be A Happy Poem

I say I'm happy,
You say you need proof.
So here it is.
I've been through worse pain than this.
Eight months and twenty days ago.
A myspace message ended what
I thought was the perfect relationship.
That hurt more than anything.
I cried for days.
Months later, I was still crying.
I blocked everything out.
Now it takes a lot more than it used to
To make me shed a tear.
You think you know me?
What about that?
The relationship that destroyed me?
The last person I let through my defenses.
And how it turned out.
You know the walls are there.
Did you ever find out why?
Did you bother try to find out
That thing that made me want to die?
No one's gotten in since then,
No one's left a scar.
So what makes you so special?

by SisterofDarkness
posted on 04/24/2008