happiness or cutting

cutting has been apart of me for two years
its all happened because my life hasn't been so great.
i have felt i need to run from my fears
until i met u you whom i think is fate.

wheni'm with you all i feel is happieness and love
and like nobody else is there
and like the love is true from God hisself above
especially when you listen to how ifeel and show you care

i always find myself lost in your eyes
you make me smile and feel good
i look at you and see no lies
and you make me feel as though i should.

i think of you and cutting is not on my mind
and happieness is always here
and without you cutting is the only thing i find
until you chase away all my fear

without someone to be here for me i am in a bottemless pit everything goes wrong, i get pissed
i find myself with another slit
and the happieness is gone and it i have missed.

by scarredemotions17
posted on 11/07/2007