Desired Death

My heart is slowly stopping
i feel nothing at all
my world spins around me
like i'm not their at all
i feel nothing but pain
as the rain begins to fall
the shadows follow behind me
i know i'm being followed
he follows me now
like a ghost in the sky
i feel no heartbeat
as i walk faster
i turn towards an alley
hopeing it will free me
but nothing comes to mind
the pain inside me feels
so wrong
i know it is over for me
i stand and wait
i have no other choice
but to give in
he strikes me hard
as i fall
i feel nothing
the concrete pushes
against my cheek
as i go unconscious
i awaken soon
to find him above me
nothing to hide me from him
knife in hand
he comes towards me
i feel nothing
not even my own fear
he says "Your Mine"
i look at him
little does he know
my pain has been completed
Trigger in hand
i point at myself
i do not seem to shock him
he grins at me and smirks
"you dont have the guts"
i do not look up
as the triger pops
i feel my world disappear
as i fade into the blackness
of my desired
death......

by Freewriter91
posted on 07/01/2008