Death?

Is this death?
Is this it?
The red liquid is drowning my body,
the cuts on my face are deepening,
I don't know what's happening,
I'm scared, I'm fearful
I've already lost everything,
why can't I just lose myself?
Shame, murder, lies
I've been through it all.
So why not end this?
End these painful memories.
Everyone I love,
they're all gone.
Why do I deserve to be the last one standing?
I can't take it,
it's driving me insane.
One more cut through the throat,
then I can be sure I'm dead.
But I can't do it, I can't move.
Every inch of my body is numb.
Maybe this is it, maybe I am dead.
But I still see blood surrounding me.
Is this the afterlife?
I can't be too sure.
Is this death?
Is this it?

by blackfallenrose07
posted on 08/17/2009