Cheers to my Death

I’m afraid to be alone
Not sure of what I might do
I can’t stop this monster building inside me
There’s no way I’ll make it through

Every day the load swells
Pushing me further down
I’ve sunk so far beneath the surface
One last intake and then I drown

How did I get here?
To this place where I don’t know
Anything about anything
So that leaves only one place to go

Death is the only way
For me to be free
It may be selfish
But now no one can see

I’m a walking corpse
And I don’t give a fuck
About anything at all
So wish me luck

Here it is the end so near
It’s within my grasp
And as I die
No one will even gasp

It’s one less person to have to feed
One less problem child
And you all thought
That I was so mild

Grab a drink
And cheers to my death
I tried to tell you I say
With my last breath

by secretskeptinside
posted on 06/01/2009