Abuser and I

Mentally, physically,
hurting people close to me,
you're everything I strive not to be,
and today I make you bleed.

Through this concrete jungle I'm stalking you,
I'm closing in, my mind's askew,
twisted thoughts, tinted with carnal hues,
your abusive ways have distorted my views.

Desire is the emotion I feel,
I can see you now, my head does reel,
devouring hatred as if it were a meal,
I'm closing in, my rage unsealed.

Hit from behind,
you're limp and you're mine,
the blood from your skull says that it's only a matter of time,
descending basement steps, your hands I did bind,
you awake and you flail, but to an old chair you're tied,
screaming to the darkness you're asking why,
I whisper to you, "for your sins you will die"
you're flailing now harder, and beginning to cry,
I'm closing on you, a giggle passes through my mind.

Not long ago I saw,
the bruise on her face,
and it made me want,
to put you in your place,
but it's her emotional scars,
that made me decide to erase,
your life from this earth,
it ends today.

One bulb, bathes the room in sickly light,
one bulb, illuminates your fright,
one bulb, the tears cascade from your chin,
one bulb, illuminates my grin,
Now you do realize the trouble you're in?
You plead and you cry again and again,
but your tears and your words can't erase my chagrin,
I guess you're not as tough when not hurting women.

Guess what?
I've just decided it's time.
Guess what?
Your god disowned you, you're mine.

One punch,
it felt so good you get an encore,
two punch,
your face is swollen, and sore,
three punch,
and you're pleading again,
don't you understand I'm not here to be your friend?

How do you think she felt when her love beat her to the ground?
How did she feel, when in her emotions she almost drowned?
Her pleasure at when you drew her back in,
only to, assault her again.
she's cutting and purging, all because of your sin,
your mistake however, was that she was my friend.

Thinking of this unleashes my rage,
I flash my knife, hate escapes the mental blockade,
you wet yourself, your fear beyond gauge,
incoherent muttering echoes through your concrete cage.

After what seems like a day my rage did subside
you lay there silently, a monster that cried,
black, blue, and crimson your colors, now that you've died.
your blood's on my hands, I release a sigh,
I apologize to the basement in which your body does lie,
I dispose of your corpse leaving it to the tide,
I talk now to your god telling him why,
you were the abuser and I could not abide.
Nobody cares, to my surprise,
not struck by lightning,
still free, still alive.

Wherever you are I hope that you know,
she's all better now, body and soul,
I killed you to save, and I'd do it again,
you ended your life when you fucked with my friend.

by SinnerIndeed
posted on 02/11/2008