"A Friend." 12/9/08

I starved myself to get skinny,
not eating for days.
Trying so hard 2 ignore the pain,
as hours go by in a haze.

With another flush and a whoosh,
my imperfections disapeared.
Each pound i lost,
added to the ones in the mirror.

*chorus*
I wish u only knew.
What i was willing to do.
Willing to go through.
Just to be with u.

I became skinnier then,
than most girls in our school.
But you still wouldn't look at me,
i was still not 'cool.'

"It must be because im still fat,
i should loose some more pounds."
Stop eating completly,
it's easier than it sounds.

*chorus*

Now your starting to notice,
how im quickly waisting away.
You ask me how i could do it,
hurt myself in this way.

"It's your fault!" i start to scream,
your the one i needed in the end.
But where were you when i pleaded for help,
... and you call yourself a friend?



i dont really like the ending... any ideas?

by darkartisticgurl
posted on 01/12/2008