I see you watching, you watch my every move
You look at me like I've got something left to prove
You've seen all my mistakes, you know what I've become
Watched me drown myself in sorrow because I was desperate to be numb
I've showed you wounds of battle, from a war that can't be won
When you're fighting against yourself, there's little that can be done
You've seen me at my worst, doing things you can't defend
You're still hoping for a cure, while I'm searching for an end
You say you know me, but do you even have a clue
Can you face this person who stands before you, and say it's the same person that you knew
I've shared with you my memories, the good, and those that cause me pain
In response there's only silence, confirmation that I'm insane
You're never going to save me, although I'm sure you've always known
It's something that you live with, until you're only bones
by
freespirit252posted on 10/21/2009