youre stupid lies

It starts with a friendship of 11 years
Just me and toad
And nothing more
But 4 of those years you disappeared
And did the things I only saw in the movies
Then you come back to me
And holds me in you’re arms and say you are clean
To my nieve beliefs I accept you
A love that is as big as this
It makes my eyes weep when he does those stupid things
What is it going to be
You do those things that rip my heart apart
And you are brave enough to lie to my face
I must ask.... why?
Why do you lie
Why do you still make my heart break
Now that I am with you
My heart shatters at the sight of you
And all it does is leave me to my knees
With tears as black as the abyss
You say you will change
For the better,..
But I see nothing but emptiness in you’re eyes
You tell me you love me
You say that I am you’re everything
But I am afraid you are another Davis
Ripping my heart out
To leave me to die
All because of your stupid lies
You talk about another in you’re sleep
Not of me not of you is daughter
But of something as white as snow
That brings warm hatful tears to my eyes
Am I replaced?
As I sit on the edge of you’re bed hearing the things I thought I would never hear
I come to realize
You love snow more then me and you’re daughter
I walk to the window with vivid light
I look to the moon that was there for me when you were not
I think to my self
People can change
As I stand there looking to a friendly light
Arms wrap around me
And my eyes grow big
When I turn to gaze in the eyes of guilt
The moonlight beams on just you’re eyes
And lights them up like hells fire
But as blue as the sky
And yet it hurts me
But at the same time consoles my pain
As I look to the eyes of some one who lies
I can not get the courage to leave
You’re voice trembles words of regret
My heart sinks
I should have known
You’re pupils were large
You were very paranoid
And you were a different person then you were before
As my eyes starts pouring tears
Of pain
Anger
Regret
And the fright to loose you
I look to you with the pain in my eyes
And ask why you told me lies
You broke my heart and now you have lost me
Obviously I am not as important as you’re addiction
As I turn away and walk defeated
Into that good night I needed
The words that slipped from your mouth
Cringe my soul and break my heart
You said you had quit
I guess I wasn’t it
My heart will always have you as a stain
Because you replaced me for cocaine

by angelofthereaper
posted on 06/04/2008