You got mad again

I count to ten but you got mad again
I try to tell you its not your fault, but you don’t listen
I’m never listened to, I’m always the listener.
I feel you deserver someone better then me something that I could never be.
I hate to hear you cry, when we’re talking on the phone
I feel I should leave you to it alone, but you say you need me
And that you cant do it on your own,
But I know you’re stronger then that. Something that I’m not
I cant keep these tears in my head, they creep through my eyes knowing they have to have to be shed.
Its all because of me, don’t blame yourself
I’ve made myself sick, worrying what to do
I cant leave you, not like this
There must be some other way
Some other way to make it to the other side
In one piece
Please tell me your okay, it hurts, but It wont go away
I tried to talk to you, but the words I was trying to say
Wouldn’t come out.
I tried not to shout
And to keep my cool
But the situation gut of hand
And know I don’t know where we stand.

by chazie
posted on 07/24/2008