YOU.

You.
I love you and hate at the same time because of how we once were and how we are now.
You had me at hello and you lost me at goodbye is that why?
Is that why you walked away?
Because you couldn’t deal with feeling this way?
This love? Is it as real to you as it is to me or is my mind just playing more tricks on me?
How do I know is the question and sadly I will probably never know how you felt when you were with me.
You never used your words but your actions spoke more clearly and that is why I feel so deeply.
So deeply in my heart you have buried yourself and I wish you would just get out.
It is not what you said but how you made me feel.I will not say I will never miss you or that I will forget you because lying to myself will not make it any easier on my heart that you had at the beginning of this love that was so real and new to me.

by bry16
posted on 02/01/2008