Worthless

I still feel his touch on my skin,
I wonder why did I let him in?
Into my heart, into my life,
The pain I feel cuts like a knife,
Why do I feel so worthless now,
forgiving myself I will not allow.
I won’t forget what I’ve done
thought it’d be harmless, it was just for fun
Why’d I let u get close to me?
I was blinded, I couldn’t see.
U said u loved me with all ur heart.
That nothing would tear us apart.
But i know that’s a bunch of lies.
Trying to conceal hurt in my eyes.
Why did I give it up to u?
So you’d love me?, that’s what u said u do
now I feel so used,
Lost and confused
Where do I go from here?
There is so much I fear
Pick myself up and the pieces too
I wish I didn’t still love u



by izziebee
posted on 02/19/2007