Wondering

I sit in the dark
Music up loud
Get up and start dancing
But no one's in the crowd
Through the window I stare
As the sun shines in bright
Wishing I could go back
And make things alright
I pace back and forth
Up and down the hall
Sitting in the chair
Or standing against the wall
I have time and a lot of it
To think about everyting
Relating songs to my life
They're the only ones I sing
With no one in the house
I can do whatever I please
But then why am I so bored
And do nothing with ease
Yeah it's my fault
OF why I'm living this way
But it's what i chose
And I think about it everyday
Just like my hero said
"You only got one shot"
So I said he's right
That was before I got caught
So I still sit in the dark
Music up loud
Thinking about my life
Wondering if I'm proud

by HoldingOnForNow
posted on 07/01/2008