Will Love Ever Know Me

I’ve been so unsure of my feelings, that
I mask them deep inside
Something I’ve learned to master, but
Emotionally hard for me to hide

All of my fears, while fighting my self doubt
Never really understanding
What it means to feel secure
Within a relationship is about

Questioning to god, why
On the reasons it could be
And wondering will love
Ever know me

By giving all that I have
All that my heart can give
In each and every relationship, but
I always continue to feel

Like I’m fighting a losing battle
That I shouldn’t have to compete to win
So lacking hope and determination
I’d rather just give in

Than to continue down a destructive path, with
Relationship after relationship that doesn’t seem to last
And accept the possibility which may be
That love may never truly know me

by mzbrowneyez
posted on 09/19/2007