Why

I don't know where to run.
Starting to wish I had that gun.
My brain is on overdrive.
And I strive.
I try to be the best I can be.
But you will never see.
Right now I just wanna cry.
I keep asking the same question why.
My heart beats for you.
I just don't know what to do.
I try to tell you how I feel.
Hoping one day my wounds would heal.
Life is steadily playing this game.
So,maybe I am the one to blame.
You ask me to be open, and tell you what's wrong.
I try but sometimes I turn on this sad song.
i stopped my habit for you.
I wish you would just let me get through.
If love is really real then why does it hurt so bad.
And because of this love i feel so sad.

by kartracergurl14
posted on 04/09/2008