What I Fear Most

I sit at my desk alone and wonder
When did I begin to make these blunders?
Mistakes I make leave me so anxious
My fear consumes me and all my senses
Because of this will I die alone?
Or will I go through life as a lonely drone
A lonely shell of a man once strong
Who prays for love but holds his tongue
I wish security was known for certain
But with one mistake she’ll close the curtain
Leave me to sit a lonely man
Without a life or future plans
This reality leaves me so distraught
I beg to be buried and my corpse to rot
To live alone is no life for me
I’d give up my life so willingly
My fear of departing keeps us alive
I feel you’re ready for US to die
Well when you go you’ll take my heart
And I will never get a fresh start.

by ElvinLeon
posted on 09/16/2009