Torn In Two

Torn in Two

The things that you told me last night,
Made me feel like I lost my site.
I’ve gone thru this rollercoaster one too many times,
No matter how good the song, I can no longer hear the chimes.

I cried myself to sleep last night, wishing you were there,
But laying in a room by myself my life felt quite bare.
I’ve tried to move on, I’ve tried to forget,
I sigh, I lay, I cry, my pillow becomes wet.

So the baby might be yours what are you gonna do?
Forever and always you were supposed to be my pooh.
But my dreams are shattered, I’m left all alone,
The father of this baby should surely be known.

But I don’t know if I can handle, the truth that is to come,
I have a feeling the result will leave me feeling like scum.
I’m just too tired of all of this stress,
It seems to me my life is becoming a mess.

I want to start over, would it be easier to forget,
Although I’ve tried, my life seems to have too high of a debt.
I want you to hold me, I want you to hug,
I want to stop alcohol for you drugs.

I want to put this behind us, forget it all happened,
I don’t want to feel as though my heart has been flattened.
Dragged by a car, stepped on and stabbed,
Why must you have always grabbed.

Stolen my heart, and now you won’t give it back,
Just what is it that I truly lack.
Why can’t you love me, why can’t I be the one with child,
Then you could have told me and I would have smiled.

But it’s all up to God, he knows what will go on,
Whether the love will stay, or it shall be gone.
I love your family as though my own,
But through the wall my heart you have thrown!

by babyboogt82886
posted on 06/25/2008