Tonight

I'll close my eyes tonight,
And dream that it's all all right.
I won't turn in my sleep,
Because I'll be in so deep.
Some people need hugs,
But I just need my drugs.
I'll feel so ashamed tonight,
Because I can't make things right.
And I'll snort some more,
So I'm alive to the core.
Then when the night settles down,
I'll cry without a sound.
Another lonely night,
Sucking away my might.
I do them to stay asleep,
So I don't have to wake for a week.
I read his last letter,
And he told me goodbye and that things would get better.
But I'm still putting up a useless fight,
And things will still be the same tonight.

by squirrelluver2
posted on 06/10/2008