To Feel You Near

A fantasy is only as real as you’d like it to be
But it’d be a lot better if you were here with me
And as I see another day sweep me by
I regret never having the chance to ask you why

And as the world turns around
I lose balance and fall to the ground
And as I lay there I feel the ground shake
If I open my eyes and see you gone, do not let me wake

Because I will not be able to bear it

Today as I stood looking through the distance
I wondered if you willed to go or put up any resistance
Was it your choice to leave me here all alone?
Do you still love me… When are you coming home?

But it’s been a year since this all began
And I still doubt if you walked away or ran
All I know is that you left and I’m still here
I don’t know if I’ll live if I never get to feel you near

Because I will not be able to bear it

I miss not being able to see your face everyday
I want you back but in the meantime I can only pray
This year will be better, I know it will be
But it’d be a lot better if you were here with me

This year I hope to see all things unforeseen
And experience all of the joys of being fourteen
This is my time, my time to restart
In hopes that I’ll be able to reopen my heart

by loveme77
posted on 04/30/2008