To fall apart

to fall apart

I lost sight of what was real
too broken now, to even feel
my mistakes have blown up in my face
starting to beleive this is my fate
i feel a little stronger now

life crashing over me like a tide
but then again, i guess that's part of life
ive gained the ability to think straight
i gained the abilty to accept fate
I lost the intellegence i so proudly brought forward
i lost the cacoon that so gently shielded me
from the horror all around me

my biggest lost yet, was that of an old friend
who has kept me together for the last 7 months
i think ive lost more than ive gained
but ive come to accept that losing isnt always bad
but what youve gained after the loss is what kills you!!!

by autumnwinter
posted on 07/22/2007