This I Know

This isn't going to be sad,
And this won't be mean,
All I'm going to say,
Is simply what I think,
I know that my love is true,
I've had that proved,
And i'll tell you with confidence,
That I will always love you,
But that doesnt mean we will be together,
Or that i'll be happy,
But you said we can be friends,
And I thought friends talked but I guess I was wrong,
I'm not trying to be more then friends,
The other road is at its end,
This you know.

I will talk to you about my problems,
And even though I wish you talked back it's okay,
I will wait here and listen for you to respond someday,
But with every word said and things left unread,
Its only a sadness left with my heart dead,
But one way conversations are okay with me,
I look through the yearbook and your the only person I see,
The sickness of love left me with nothing but you in my mind,
I know the feelings arent returned, And things said are untrue,
But knowing this, it was all my fault so I didn't ever deserve you.
This I know.

There are times I wish I could of taken back,
But it's okay because it was my fault,
And I have to deal with that,
Through all the things we both have done,
I think it's alot easier to place the blame on myself then you,
Because I don't want to hate you,
I've took that road before,
And the hate is only built on madness,
Madness from being ignored,
But I don't want to hate myself either,
Placing the blame on me, Everyday I pick at the mistakes,
Everyday I remember laughing and ignoring you,
Everyday wishing that you would understand,
Take me back, Know I have changed,
But you never listen,
I broke your heart,
And it wont ever be the same,
This We know.

by aqua4ever
posted on 10/30/2009