think

your gone now, so i tremble and theres not really a shoulder to cry on but my own. my heart ripped in half with no needle or thread for it to be sown. i sit and i wonder are u ever going to be my friend? or do i just give up on it all cause its came to an end. thoughts of self mutilatin roam my mind no happiness in that at least that i can find. so instead of hurting myself i fall t o my knees. im praying God please... allow my heart to be a closed wound. no blood running on the outside, then i remembered and sighed. thoughts of suicide or hurting myself helps nothing in my life. put all the hurt behind me and put down that knife.think of all that good and didnt make me cry. think of all those times you loved and got me by.

by scarredemotions17
posted on 10/16/2007