Things Will Never Change

I see you're back with her again
I guess things never change
It's silly that I ever thought
Your thoughts would rearrange

My chance with you is so long gone
I need to crush this hope
It's hard to hate you in the end
But harder yet to cope

It's difficult to tell you this
I know that you wont care
I want you with me everyday
I'm dreaming of you there

I don't know why I even care
You cut my heart to shreds
You damaged me beyond repair;
I'm sentenced now to meds

You took my smile, my love, my life
Everything I had
It's sick, I know, to want you still;
You broke me so damn bad

You've thrown me in a lifelong hell
Eternity of pain
The devil's there and has your face
You've driven me insane

I love you girl and that's the truth
You'll always have my heart
I'll let you go, I'll live again
I'll make a brand new start

by FreeFalling
posted on 08/28/2009