The worse feeling ever...

Eating your pussy and fighting for your heart
Was never worth it because you tore it all apart.
And I hope you know as out your life I depart….

I could’ve been your partner through and through.
One to protect, one to rely on and one to love you
I’d never lie, never cheat, never beat, know that was true.

Yeah, right with you until the very last.
Walking side by side and fighting back to back…
At least I have consolation knowing it’s nothing I lack.

I was on my way back from seas so cruel.
To get down on one knee and propose to you.
But it seems compared to the seas.
This life is much more cruel.
I drove miles and found in our bed
Sweating and panting…..him and you.

Slut, cunt, liar, whore.
All those things
and SO MUCH more.

These thoughts so tempting when I’m alone.
I wanna burn down your trailer home.
And feed anti-freeze to your fucking cats.
Anger’s not me but betrayal brings that.
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
I wanna do…
Horrible things to you.

Listen to depressing metal with a bottle of Jack Daniel’s
Fighting a war with my memories are you demon or an angel?
No answers come and I hope you forever rot in hell.

I’ve washed the sheets and then threw them away.
I can’t believe you tossed me off for whats-his-name.
How can you call me and tell me your not to blame?

And as the menthol smoke sizzles on my quivering arm.
(Once the nerves die it gets easier and minimizes scars)
I know it’s better than to ever cause you any harm.

by 10000nails
posted on 07/23/2008