The truth

Dear you,
What happend to us? i thought everything was great, but I guess you wanted more. I wish you could feel the pain I do, the hurt of a lost love. Yes, i did love you, but not like you may think. I crave your company, far too much. You made me feel on top of the world, like nothing esle mattered but my and you. Like you woke everyday for me, and only me. But I guess it was a petty child hood dream, a dream that I thought would soon become a reality. After you would leave, I would lay in bed, and think of you, and what we could have been. And the day you called me, I already knew what you were going to say. "I made a mistake", as you sopke thoose words my heart crumbled, because I talked to you that morning, just not as me, as her. And I dont know why I cryed, maybe it's because I'm a child, but never the less, you broke my heart, and you did it for me. She hasnt been talking to you, oh no, it's been me. You left me, for me. But I want to move on, and I just cant. I've never felt this way before, and everything I do, reminds me of you. I miss you, and I know things will never be the same, but I can always dream, my foolish, childhood dreams.
Love,
Jennifer

by Septembermist24
posted on 07/31/2007