the thought

i thought that thought again today
the one that hurts the most
i wish i could forget
turn and never look back
the feeling the time the warmth
and the thought of what once was
its funny how a thought
can bring a smile one day and a tear the next
its sad to think that just one thought can bring me to my knees
but i hold this memory of the moment dear
its all i have left to grasp
the memory of me and you
and what we used to be
the thought is like a drug
that leaves you feeling weak
it makes you cry and scream and shake
its like a high you do not want
the kind you dread but need
like a drug you have to have it
you need it to go on
i know i should try to keep my mind from going there
keep it right on track
it takes my heart to a deep dark place where it need not be
but i cant
im just to addicted
to the thought of you and me

by cutekisses101
posted on 05/31/2007