The Fear

tears come to my eyes
my heart burns all the time
i feel all alone

for the fear

every one will leave me
for my parents wont love me
for my friends with hate me
for if i let anyone in my life they will hurt me

lots of ppl ask me why

why i don't let ppl in my life
i reply
i am scared i will get hurt

why don't you trust me
i reply
when i trust some one it comes back to hurt me

why don't we talk any more
i relpy
i don't want to be a bitch

every thing i do some one comments

The Fear is to much
some times i break down and cry
the pain is to much
some times i want to be gone from this life
i can't take it any more

The stress
the heart ach
the depression
the fear

i don't want to be alone
and i don't want to let no one in
i am scared of getting hurt
i am scared they will walk out on me
and leave me in pain
i am scared that every one will see me cry
i am scared that ppl will see me hurt
and i am more scared that the one i love will do that to me
i am scared

The Fear
The Fear is to much

by truckergirl14
posted on 03/21/2009