The Change

I don't know what you want anymore
I can't stand not doing whats right
How can I possibly make you happy
When your very happiness is completely unknown

I want to make the right decisions
I want you to see the good in me
I want you notice how much it hurts
How much I really need this

You make the fire burn within me
Even when the artic cold flows around
You make me want to be a better person
Even when I don't know how

Remember when we said all those things
Do you?
You said that we would be friends
That you would always be there for me

I remember last year like it was yesterday
Cause that was the best damn year ever
But seeing you with everyone else
Just tore at my heart even more

I remember when we first met
Our first unguarded conversation
Our first hello
And our last goodbye

I remember everything about you
But can you remember anything about me
I've changed so much just for you
Yet you wouldn't even notice

Nothing at all would change the way you see me
Unless I wasn't here anymore
And thats just what I'll do
I won't be invisible any longer

If I can't make you happy
Then I can't make myself happy either
I won't take anymore of your pity
Or you far-sighted love

I just get to be me again
The me that was always there
The me that didn't need to try
The me that you didn't even care for

The me that said goodbye

by loveless
posted on 10/22/2009