Thank you again

Well...
you write poems with words like you're sorry for everything you've done...
but you write them for the wrong people...
You think you've hurt somebody else....
But you've hurt me...
You think you should be sorry for hurting other...
Why aren't you sorry for the pain you're causing me?
Why aren't you able to write a poem with the same words dedicaded to me?
Why aren't you able to be sorry for everything you're doing and you've done to me?
Do you have any idea how much you're hurting me?
I guess you haven't...
You told me I'm everything you need... "you're 99% of what I need and 1% is the rest or even nothing!"
You told me I'm your life and if I leave you would lose your life.... "I don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna lose my life, but if you leave I'll lose my life, cuz you are my life!"
So why can't you see what you're doing to me?
you should be sorry for the lies you've told me...
you should be sorry for the pain you've caused me...
you should be sorry for hurting me...
But you're not...
You wrote a message with the sentence "I'm sorry that I was such an idiot"...
Well...
When on Saturday I wanted to leave you...
When you went home and erased all the messages you've received from me...
When I talked to my ex and realized that you're making me sick and you're the reason for why I'm broken again...
Did you feel sorry therefore?
no...
Well...
You're trying to tell me that I'm your everything...
But you can't show me this fact...
Maybe you will never realize what I really mean to you...
Maybe you will realize this when I'm really finally gone........

by oOSilentSoulOo
posted on 11/27/2007