Suck My Fucking Kiss and Die

Something about the love that makes me wanna fall on sharp metal
I want to hold it upright in the gravel and just let it pierce my neck
headbang into it until I'm happy
I was told I love to be in misery! FUCK YOU!
He doesn't even know I have more satisfaction talking to walls
I need someone badly. Today I'm so emotionally fucked, but damned
Out of everyone to lose faith in you, would it be your boyfriend?
The one person I decide to let in because we're together every minute of the day. So it seems, while
Everyone on the outside thinks things are perfect.

Suck my fucking kiss and die, thats what I wanted to say
That how I wanted to see him disappear
Suck him up and spit him through my fingertips along with all the experiences

I can't cope with all these shit for brain adjustments
I emotionally refuse it
I need an outlet. A way out and this is the same damn shit that drives people to ends.
Everyone wants to deny it

So I'm a weak link because reality is caught up in a childs heart with a robots-say-and-do-artificial
Personality and mind.
You logic non-feeling fuck!
I'll make a land where one rules out the other and you'll suffer too
There has to be more to this

by Chrisha8788
posted on 02/25/2008