Stain

i think i might of finally find someone
cant say that he doesnt make me smile
but for some reason your always still on my mind
now that you've been gone it seems like you've always been on my mind
i thought that once i found someone
you would all of a sudden dissapear
and that my tears would fade away
and now im wondering if i made the right decision
to make him the one without letting go of you first
its not fair to him and only hurts me
i never told you how i relly felt
i never told you that every night i cry myself to sleep
knowing that me and you just werent meant to be
but now im scared
you've been gone for so long
i've shut the door on those old feelings
and another one opened
but i forgot to lock the previous
and somehow those feelings snuck through the cracks
and are eating away at my broken heart
im lost and confused
afraid that it'll all end up bad
i love him so much
nothing in this world can replace him
but you've already made your stain on my heart
and no matter how many times i try to srub it off
you still remain there

by kaylasheray
posted on 07/15/2008