So hurt

I cried so hard when I found you
Your face so white and cold
The dew all over your skin
The smell of grass in your hair
The smell of blood on your wrist
Oh it hurt
The morning I found you
In my front yard
With your arms crossed
I cried so hard when I found you
I almost died
When the bug ran across your hand
Your stiff but beautiful hand
Why would you do this?
I loved you so much
I miss your touch
I hugged your lifeless body
And gripped your hand
I tried to give you my warmth
Hoping you'd come back
I miss you so much
I need you now
I loved you more then anything
I guess its what i get
For makeing that stupid mistake
Oh god whats this
A bloody note addressed to me
I don't think I can read
But I'll try..Yes I'll try
These tears are rolling down
Harder then ever now
Turning my cheeks red
Making my face swell
And my cheeks burn
I cannot read this not right now
My heart is too broken but sill I will try
The only thing I could read is
"I love you"
I cried so hard when i found you
I don't think I'll ever forgive myself
It was all my fault
I don't think I can live
In this world without you
Where is your blade
I'll die beside you my love
And I will surley see you in hell....

by EmptySoul
posted on 10/24/2007