Shattered With a thought...

What drives me to hate you so much,
and at the same time want to feel your touch,
in my mind I hate you with a passion unknown,
my heart loses feeling as it turns into stone,
they say hate will eventually eat you alive,
I welcome it as it consumes me inside,
i've turned into a monster no one can change,
consuming me slowly I accept the pain,
but your memories send feelings back into my heart,
with each memory im slowly torn apart,
now im trapped inside this demon i've made,
and theres no possible way to ever escape,
so if you see me dont believe what you see,
its just a demon trying to deceive,
but know I still love you dont ever forget,
but i know you already have because I didnt mean shit.

by poetryismusic
posted on 06/06/2008