sef plz read this

how can you put me through
so much pain when you knew
that i was in enough pain already
how can you say those things
to me how can you love me care for me promise me that you would be there for me forever...FOREVER!!! DO
YOU OR DID YOU REALLY FUCKEN MEAN IT ? DID YOU !!!!!? WHY? i said i was srry i know its not gonna change things and you may not beleave me
but im truley am and Sef if you want me to leave and get out of your life and never talk to you again then i will as much as that would hurt me i will
but i need to know Sef i just need to know
i cant go on thinking what i should do
should i go up to you and try yo talk to you or should i just turn away .... what am i sapposed to do
I TRUSTED YOU WITH EVERY THING
and i know this may sound despret and pathetic but i still do trust you i even trust you with my heart i gave you mmy heart YOU STILL HAVE IT...... do you rember when you said for me to be selfish for once?... welll this week i was fanily going to... i was gonna try to get what i want but... now i cant you see i was going to and i wasnt gonna care if two other girls wanted the same thing that i wanted i was gonna go after it but now i cant cuz now what i want is gone i wanted you Sef i wanted to be with you so bad Sef .... so bad...i wanted to have a chance with you but i guess that chance is gone... i hope its not ... but that all up to you ....yeah you may be an ass but at this point i dont care anymore thats just part of who you are ...but..but i know you wont forgive me ... but just plz just give me a chance PLZ!!!just one last chance...if not then just plz tell me ...tell me if you want me to leave just plz tell me wat you want ...or wat you want me todo .
but if you want me to be gone or not just know that ill always be here even if you dont need me any more ima still be here for you and love you ...and i will always have a special place in my heart for you .

by darklilgirl
posted on 03/19/2009