Seasons

In the beginning winter of ‘09
We had just become good friends.
Catching up with each other quickly,
Our personalities soon began to blend.
The way that I reacted to your laughter
And the way you showed me trust
Anyone could clearly see
Us being together was a definite must.

In the spring of ‘09
You were no longer a friend.
I had fallen for you
And I wanted us to have a different end.
You thought differently though
As you told me “We should end as friends”
Hurt, I thought
“Why do I always believe in such stupid pretend?”

In the summer of ‘09
I had just began to feel the pain
I couldn’t move or anything,
It felt like I had been chained.
And now it feels like weight is being added
All you can talk about is how no one seems to like you.
I go home and cry over that,
What was I too you?

Now once again it's the winter of ‘09
Almost a year since we met
I’m cold and shivering,
Because all my tears make me wet.
I just wanted to give you what you were looking for
I wanted to show you that I could be that bliss.
Almost a year ago now that we met,
And I never thought it would end up like this.

by PrayForMe
posted on 10/30/2009